Another Gaia Rebirth by Kay March

This a work in slow progress with the limited rime I have each day. A lot more to add.

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I am the windI am the wind,
the one knocks on your door,
howling through the unseen cracks.
I am the wind
the one that stays still
between your pauses,
the convenient and inconvenient.
I am the wind. To kiss till deadthis anger of a desire that consumes me
wraps my mind in a haze,
so its blur of thoughts and emotions
that leave no rationality behind.
my tongue like a sharp knife
cuts into your soft kind heart
and my kisses bring tears to your face
it's a madness to kill you.
to have your blood slipping down my throat
to consume you, with your joy
from your gentle lips to your stiff will
but my hands are like feathers,
they are soft and warm on your pale skin
they cares your face even as you bleed
you are startled and you are safe
confused between the two
for I am the your fear,
and your lover. What am I?I was told not to change
to stay as nice as a cotton ball
and as sweet as a gulab jaman.
to never let go of my wit,
or my courage,
but now I am stuck in that skin,
with its dryness, and its cracks,
how it peels off but
never really changes.
But I wanted to be the ocean
slithering, and sliding to new places,
crashing on to abandon beaches,
leaving my footsteps, half smiles
taking the sea shells and warmth of the land with me
all the same never really changing.
Now…
my skin still cracks, but each layer is a new color in the rain bow
I am the ocean, but each place knows me differently
I am changed, yet un-changed,
because I am always moving,
and am always still. MemoryYour memory is like dawn and dusk,
sometimes if gives me the strength to live on
like the first rays of the sun,
it fills me with hope.
but than as the day passes away
the strength and the hope
disappears with it like a un-happy gust of wind.
and than as the sun sets below the sky
my tears set and fall into palms of my hand.
The day comes to an end, the awareness of evening becomes lost
at the end its a long night filled just with your memories

to all my old friends who are always so supportive, to my new found friends wish I hope I always keep.





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Half WrittenI know a line,
Of words just to string a long the perfect.
I know a place,
Where the lining of dust.
I know a question,
Seeking just the right.
I have a gift,
Often said to be a.
I know this answer,
You wish never to.
Though the parts,
Are questioned in.
Yet used to this consumption,
Of over bearing thoughts, willing.
Masterly written,
Lining of the go a.
Mystery pieces,
Fitting through.
Half written words. BreakingThere is this break, this dividing line
Stretching past a reach where a point of a turn
Could never be drawn.
This fallen escape where a hurt shelters in
Of an image that can't seem to be shaken off.
Anger is filling in a void, where so much hurt
Has been pressed in.
Images are locked inside, every night, it's the same.
Repeating in all of it's madness.
Some course of action is taken.
Where the place of sanity resumes.
Hands are trembling, as this fight takes hold.
In this course of reliving and dying.
Everything escapes on it's own.
Pulling harder and plunging deeper.
A wound left unattended for to long.
Destroying the maker as the days bare on.
Words are a silent comfort of things never spoken.
A time bomb ticking away as the seconds are slipping by.
The impact of this expulsion is crippling. TidesTurning of the tides have surfaced.
A touch of an eclipse, breaking through the dawn.
Just another dream, where the silence settled in.
Where the heart rips a new pain.
These memories are a reminder.
Of days, where tragedies changed our lives.
Changed everything, some loosing piece of mind.
Some loosing everything.
Haunting in every notion that is to be.
Playing out now on repeat.
Each fight is different.
Though, hitting rock bottom.
Ensured no safety net in finding someway back.
Glimpses of light surface through the day.
Hope staggers in a unforgiving balancing.
Distant remains scatter along the shores.
The wars raging on, yet now they don't understand.
Something broke along inside.
Yet these tides, surfacing throughout this time.
Are just reminders, that these words
Are a long distant reminder,
That this life is a cruel shadow
Of misplaced events and tragedies. LostThis marks a start.
Untouched territory, where destruction lays.
Pieces are affected, the world has shifted.
Point blank, the range couldn't be seen.
Until now.
Lost memories, for these actions.
Movements are blurred through sessions.
A depth of understanding now.
Growing concerns, I've spoken what I could.
Jumps blended down a scope of helplessness.
Each driving force, tipped a scale,
Left unchecked for sometime.
Scars line the walls, of each indent ever pierced.
Aftermath of explosions, ripple out.
Some action begins every new rip.
The fall was more to understand.
Though understanding I was lost, was crippling,
Defining in it's point.
Picking up and recovering, remains brutal.
Such understanding hit with critical movements,
To secure safety.
There is no rush, no fleeting run.
I am lost. Dear HeartDear heart,
Beating so wildly out of control.
Take a breather.
Calm the fluttering inside.
Stop, wait, just for a moment longer.
Repeat again, this isn't finished.
I'm beginning to hate the disaster inside.
I keep picking up.
Dear heart,
Place me back somewhere else.
Cause now I hate you.
Resulting of enemies.
Pieces shattered around.
I can't bear this.
This gift they say I have.
Has left me bleeding on  the floor.
Dear heart,
Please stop.
I've seen this before.
This beautiful disaster,
Has claimed everything I can give.
Just leave me now.
Dear heart. Broken StarCaptivating in a space of a moment.
Where the breathe of laughter hasn't been forced.
The smile, easier to wear, even through the tears of the darkest nights.
Searching through a world, known through the bitter cracks,
Of lies, war, hatred, and death.
Mistaken to the turn where the fall brings a promise.
A promise where this life, will be no more.
Where a struggle, couldn't be here, no there.
For the existence of our soul has been passed on.
Day side dreaming, of something, far out of reach.
The nights, cursing with memories, the mind can't forgive.
Burning bright and flying forever.
Spent wasted, trying to curse out in vain where their names should have been.
Lost to this lyrical ride of melodies, painted on the side.
Buildings remain the same, locked down.
Time wearing it's effect, crystal memorizing
Back before this hit.
Standing out at the cliff's edge, watching, the setting sun.
Somewhere there, through the angered pain of despite happenings.
The soul still yearns for the untou Crystal MemorizingWords are piercing in their effects, life afterglows
Of crystals, stunning their victims until the last drop,
Is gone.
Triggering, emotions that were held, so deeply,
Intact.
I feel like I've become the enemy to you now.
Dangerous to follow, frightful to go through.
Wondrous through the moments of this fight.
Clearing on ahead, the rain pauses.
Movements seem to be in reverse.
Anchoring their cruel vicious words in.
Mystical effects froze, once more there is no going back.
Once and awhile there might be a moment,
Where everything looks okay.
Though deep down inside, those words.
Caught the guard, threw the world to it's knees.
Despite everything, the colors, and coolness.
Apologizes won't be needed here anymore.
Caught in this crystal glass of painted pictures. Mirrored ImagesMirror images of this reflection.
Have spiraled out of control.
Identity in crisis.
Knowing the worth, the escape, the fall.
Changing rooms where the hole, doesn't seem so deep.
This fight has been my life.
This fight has been for me.
Growing desperate, there was never any time;
To look.
This jump was all I knew, all that could be seen.
Doubted, scarred, betrayed, left.
All those years, spent hiding, fighting.
For every jump I made.
For every breathe I breath.
Mirrored images grasp the hold.
Weighing down the center, bending it's will.
Ice cracking, each flood surging through walls,
Meant never to break.
Mirror images of movements, where reality was certain.
Where the run, was all I could bare.
Time has shown, over and over as the cycle refuses to break.
These mirrored images were for you. Never for me.
Storms edging closer, edging with a certainty this will not be over.
More shall come, more shall fall, more shall see through.
In time, this shall be the end of me, and the be ComeThere is this piece, unfitting in it's ways.
Struggling against the barriers in which it sees.
Broken down by the thoughts inside.
                            Come see me now, come watch me go.
                            There is no way, there is no going back.
Time focuses on the prospect, the dream ignites,
The fires are raging.
Hope remains the burning factor.
                            Fallen like the amber's of the setting sun.
                      Wild FiresEscaping into the night, this run shall last.
Being the one, who takes it all.
That's alright, my tears show my strength.
Even in the loneliness I chased, the hatred that built through it all.
This breathe of a life, this moment, mounting in all it's glory.
Finally found the wings I was searching for.
The last bit of prayer in the end was mine.
Shining out, the light spreads.
Wild fires raging on.
Midnight by choice, the chosen freedom in the end,
Was in fact mine.
Taking flight and running.
The separation was the kicker.
Striding in a glory of this known world.
As the night phases from one day to the next.
In wait in the midst of this going.
All it took was the unknown fear, of what if.
The last chance of a final dance.
And a hope that I know, will never die inside. Chaos Of WorldsSomething passes in this night.
Drifting somewhere, to these untold lands.
Struggles amongst the old, amongst the new.
Screaming to the dead, they no longer see this.
Captivating audiences around the world.
Don't you see?
After the effects, the blood has been split, the dead rises in numbers,
To far to understand.
Violence here and there, whispering whispering.
Mindless thoughts, on auto pilot as the movements become more.
Desperation speaking out, linking the things behind, the things ahead.
The storms rage, the fires burn.
Here, standing right before you.
Can't you see?
Destruction out weighs any journey of peace.
Crumbling in the midst, they aren't afraid.
For the fear of the certainty, they already know, they face.
Yet, I'm just some outsider, looking in.
My words bear deep down to the emotion in which,
I can only hope to understand. SeptemberLike some undo justice in which we would have to face. Bearing down the meaning of where our hearts would feel the sting of this loss on everyday in which would come to pass. Memories become the most powerful movements of all. The under score lining of battles in which we would face as even the years come to pass. It always seems like yesterday, for those images and memories in which surrounded everything into that tragic week simply unfold into a hellish nightmare. One in which none of us can ever seem to wake up from. Certain things spring into our minds, the day.. the fact that I know longer like winter. Like a soundtrack to a movie being played and we've just started to hear the saddest melody echoing out over the course of this week.
Home isn't the same. Home became a place where the scattered lines of hurt and tears were all that anyone ever see. Everything crumbles down on the accord that time would somehow heal this. It's been three years almost. Time, honestly hasn't came clos Nightmares of Darker TimesThe darkness has it's hold.
Clutching on the corners of the mind.
Reminding us all that it's the pit of tragedy,
It still remains.
Glistening in the moments where things were going to turn.
The things in which we said, tomorrow..
Now became a point,
Where tomorrow exists but on the pallets of a cycle.
Tearing, twisting everything inside.
Here comes the rush, here comes the knowledge of knowing.
The knowledge, we are going to fold.
Everything so clear, so perfectly made out to be.
The sounds, the screams, vividly standing out.
A dream, a nightmare, can't be true.
Can't hold the sway so close to reality.
Is this the fear, or some internal part of knowing...



Of All The DaysListening to the words "Where [pause] where does it come from?"
It crashes on me like an ocean blue, heavy breeze.
There was a reason I drank this coffee,
and didn't go to bed, and let this day end unfulfilled  
only to promise on the new day that I'll do better.
In this writing, deception comes to me saying I've done enough,
but I haven't! I probably never have!
There is a voice that needs to scream out,
and hands that need to be balled into fists,
though I don't know what they're supposed to punch.
Ah, my hand hurts from this writing,
just like I always wanted;
after all, I've said too many times to write until it hurts,
but how many times have I really meant that?
I need to act, lest I learn the hard way
that you've only got one life;
everyday I must be one step closer to my own promise land.
It's like everyday I get a glimpse―a small glimpse―
of what waits for me, and now I realize
that it waits for me, not vise versa;
the light at the end doesn't come to you; you walk Come BackBefore my chipped wings disintegrate, they do sob.
The path that I thought led to a light
has brought me back to this barren desert.
My dreams of learning, growing and staying strong
are fading away.
Everything I'm made of screams;
I say I don't hear it, but I know I do
because of that place inside that always speaks the truth;
where not even a lie you've forced yourself to believe
a million times can hide.
The black, empty, cold night;
I could write thousands of fascinating words about it,
and somehow it describes me in a way I'm not entirely sure how,
but I stare at it; somehow I see my fate: dark but still beautiful
in a deep and, again, fascinating way.
Though I barely believe it, I am deeper and more complex than I think;
I just need that strength, which is not yet something I'm rich in.
The light of hope and possibility shines only on the strong
Closed eyes, while thinking,
trying to find something that is....true I guess,
but it doesn't come.
I now reach out to grab one of the m JourneyThe journey is so much longer
when you don't use your heart as a map, I say, while
traveling down your heavenly-rich brown hair.
Are you listening? or maybe you already knew that,
not surprising, but either way I'm filled up
with the most beautiful bliss, and you're to blame;
you and your smile that you're barely ever without;
hard to believe there is so much power in a simple facial expression,
but it transforms us inside, like the beauty in an autumn leaf.
Take me to where that smile comes from;
take me to where happiness walks the blue skies,
and kisses the light.
Be the heart and the map of my journey――
you're already the beauty of it――and I'm bound to
along the way see a lot of sunsets and cherry blossom trees,
that's just like you isn't it? Honesty Blows Her HairShe is Spring's first bloom;
She fills any dried out river
with her smile;
She is every wish made on a shooting star.
You can't help but feel your heart
in your chest in the presence of her.
She'll take your gray and make a rainbow.
Her delicate hands will always touch you
with every ounce of her love,
and bring out your ever fair orchid
hidden within.
A kiss from her gives you wings
to fly from your troubles,
and fly above the clouds when they
cover the moon.
You've never seen a rose
like the one in her hands.
You've seen beauty, but never
felt it like the one from her soul.
Has anyone ever explored the worlds
in her eyes?
She'd gladly let you in.
For her, the sky rains love;
the oceans of stars ignite,
and hate collapses.
At the start of your pain;
when you even think about abandoning
hope, you'll see her shining in the sun,
while honesty blows her hair. Blank CanvasShe looks so pretty
in the sun rays of a blessed afternoon.
The breeze has a soft touch
on her skin of flawlessness.
Her voice is a Mozart sonata,
and for her the word perfect is an understatement.
We need sunglasses for the height of her radiance.
No one will look away;
she's cursed to be in the gaze of thousands.
But then my heart falls when I wake up from that dream.
Yes, none of that was real,
and pretending it is
is death.
I must change.
I turn the pages of my diary,
in hopes that writing in it will be
like a purification,
to everything that is within that I want to be without.
What I then wish for is to go on as myself,
and to see everything and everyone,
not with rose colored glasses,
but just as something with value;
in a word the truth.
The true beauty of life
is being who you are,
and being happy with who you are,
also to smile and mean it,
so smile and be your own sunshine. The Beauty and Beasts of LifeThe girl up at midnight cries in her bed
from the weight of the truth she received,
which was horrific to look at,
and the shame of the life she had been living.
The pieces seem to fall everywhere.
The heavy pain of that single midnight
was more than most experience in their whole lifetime.
Still though,
there was light to be received through all of the dark.
After the massive pain,
came the awakening,
which was the whole purpose.
Until this midnight struck,
she had been withering away her life
through escaping reality,
and finally now she saw it herself.
The tears still fall, for so many reasons,
but she sees the meaning of it;
it was the vivid, unmistakable answer.
This was the night her abused soul had yearned for all those years.
A life was revived.
But yet, it doesn't end.
This night let her see all the problems in her life,
but it didn't get rid of them.
And now, the path she must walk is clear;
for the rest of her life,
she will wander
searching for an end to the problems tha My dearMy dear,
if we get lost walking this path called love,
I trust the stars in your heart to lead me back to you.
We belong together; we always have
I think Heaven knew this before we did.
Now's the time for our hearts to blossom,
and our love to fill the earth.
My dear,
summer has arrived and so have we. What he did to meI fell for him so deeply it seemed unreal,
but how can you not fall for someone so beautiful both inside and out?
When I thought about him music played in my head;
though it was a simple song you'd hear on the radio,
it matched completely how I felt about him.
As I listen to it I wonder where is he?
When I see him, I'm taken away, nothing in my mind but him.
When our eyes meet, I look away,
it was always hard to stare him strait
in those gems he calls eyes, but always worth it
I remember when I was finally strong enough to confess my feelings for him;
it didn't go as planned,
but it was amazing.
Even though, all he did was nod his head.
Even though he may not see me with the same loving eyes as I see him
I can honestly say I was as happy as I've ever been.
I wrote his name in my diary with a heart around it.
I'm sad I had to go from him.
I regret we never shared a kiss.
I regret I didn't try harder to make him mine.
I hope one day fate will give us a moment together again,
and when tha HeartTake away this shadow spell in the way of angel sighs,
and reach so far into my mouth and yank out all the lies.
Heal me with your sunlit heart,
be my embracing wind,
and give me all the love you can
without committing sin.
Have more gleam than the morning,
be whiter than any dove,
be all the stars I count in the sky
as we confess our love.
In this moment in your arms, my severed heart finds rest,
and all the things that meant to kill flee back into their nest.
That special night I'll always have, where I felt nobody but you;
I swear for the first time I saw your eyes, looking at mine so heavenly blue.
You are the ocean's crashing waves,
you are the breezy Autumn days,
you are a smile that never fades,
who finds me when I've lost my way.
Even when the tears fall,
and often I'm trapped in my mind,
serenity will serenade,
because you stay by my side.
Love is eternal, and pain does cease,
under Autumn weather, love was released.
You are my safe, you are my meaning,
who brightens where I g Safe with meI'll help to stop the bleeding,
I'll wipe the tears from your face,
I'll listen to all the cries you scream in desperation,
and I'll come to you immediately when I hear the words "I need you".
Life can be painful,
that pain is made even greater when you look over your shoulder and see no one,
but you don't have to worry about that,
I'll be there when the world starts to rain down on you,
I don't mind getting wet.
As long as I'm beside you you'll never have to endure anything alone.
I'm here for you. Join usThis world needs lots more giving,
we need to find a life worth living,
and once we've found what we're looking for,
we need to give our love even more.
This beautiful world with hearts floating around,
but for some love hasn't yet been found,
we must prove that we really care,
we need to put ourselves behind us and share.
Help in the name of love, help for the Lord above,
we know that you know that you want it,
we know that you know that you dreamed it,
it's a chance to do something great, and for you it's not too late. There Will Be An AnswerTonight a different wind hits me
at the exact same spot where I'm soaked with blood.
It's so close, the truth that is, yet
all I feel when I reach out my hand
is a solid t.v. screen.
At that time everything that has its emotionless eyes
and unworldly grip on me makes itself visible,
not to mention the box that isolates me from the rest of the world
For so long, I've been in a pool of nothingness,
yet no one awaits me with a towel, but not to say no one has tried,
the true care I've received brings me to smiles, but only to have
thoughts in the back of my head, which I hope to be only Satan's voice,
but could scaringly be the truth saying "your burdening them" and "they don't need you"
and fears that one day they will have moved on in this game of life,
and I will have stayed the same.
It reminds me of when tears flowed as a steady steam,
as I woke up long enough to see myself, with no way to take back what I saw
My soul mourns the day it ever was placed in this pitiful body,
or at leas Greed and DeceptionMy smile, my heart, my dreams and intentions,
today, with new eyes, I see the shadows in the back of them all.
Those shadows are made out of greed and deception;
I guess they entered in through the open doors of my imagination.
And how is it that despite all the steps you think you took
you've never truly gone anywhere?
No one ever said greed and deception comes in hideous form.
For me, greed came looking like giving,
and deception came looking like a heart of gold.
They were in me, and thinking they were pure
I smiled with them,
I took them to bed with me,
I believed in them and wanted them to shape my life.
Suicide, going down the path of hell, obsession with oneself,
how is it you can do all those things without realizing?
Just know for everything that's inside, there's a way for greed and deception to poison it.
And as long as it's there, the quest to find yourself cannot be walked.
Never let greed and deception enter or you'll miss your star;
I would catch every one

seven signsSeven signs
stars in my sight.......
dancing to the rhyme of the night
such a night of ink
breathing words......
feeling love
I am a line
a perfect stroke between dream and reality
they meet in my heart
life is all I see in her eyes
she smiles and I fall
three words.....
she owns me. mirror mirrorThere is emptiness in the mirror,
A quite voice singing silence
There is sorrow
For a flesh cries,
A flesh smiling in pain
So much for disguise;
It is loneliness fed with sadness. wings of the windWings of the wind.
A wing of a thousand feathers
Agony and happiness of Man;
Are your image's shadow.
I need no answers but
What can man do without you?
The eyes and heart;
Your staff and crown,
Indeed
The soul is your throne
Save me your smile,
Am I not of life?
Why have you deserted me?
Your answers; keep them to your self,
Forgive me
For you are not to be questioned,
I have felt your shadow
What I need is your touch,
Talk to me
Whisper in my ears:
"I am with you " words against timeI race words with time
And slowly I follow,
I trace the moments we had,
Those fading memories reignited;
Refreshed by my tears. courtesy of lonelinessCourtesy of loneliness
The skies are blind
Stars ride on stallions of silence
In such moments
Eyes are ambivalent
With great courtesy
Loneliness serenades minds
The breeze
Gives a soft whisper
"Good night"
As perfection dawns
Behold it's a dream of ………… stay with meTime vows to see me let go.
Memories of beauty
Stay with me,
Do not leave me;
Now that you have consumed my heart,
Memories of beauty
I give you my mind
Seven years
Seven chapters of empty pages
And I am back at one,
I spill ink to find my heart
I seek you to find love,
What convinces me you are not a dream; is but a feeling
Memories of beauty
Stay with me pool of painIn a pool of pain
My smile becomes a misfit,
where do broken hearts go?
where do we dwell?
lets hold hands
as we walk this path of pain.
liberty is our curse in time........... inking deathA dagger in my clutch
My thirst for your blood drips by its tip
The death i seek to give lodge in my eyes
Silence dooms my hearing
I am cold and the moon knows
The stories of love are far beneath my feet
I will kill
The grim will learn upon your dying heart
I shall flood my patience with your blood
When i am done clothing the night in scarlet
The chapter of my anger shall befall your soul
As i make death's grip tighten on your soul
My blade will whispher "die" in your eyes,
Then time shall redefine death in my grace
tonight i am abyss
tonight my cravings manifest
tonight i am death
tonight i define a silent night
tonight you die, for my pages are dark Reading you, reading meYou write, I write
Listen to me as I punch my keys.
Walk in my dream, fair lady
These words spill from my mind
You do not have to rhyme
Just feel your way through
It always sounds better in rhyme
I am just too slow
O yes it does, but to feel is greater
These words I share are meant to please,
And so they shall even if they're just for me
Where do you live?
Like where on the planet
Through my mirror I feel you
Time zone;
Where the moon and sun kiss in crescents,
Words creep from vision behind my eyes
The images that follow are like a sunrise
Though a frequent occurrence, its always new
Each passing day
Emotion that grew emerges,
Sadness breathes in my deepest thought.
It will be lost on here,
And so I write every feeling on my heart
I scribble them on the notepad of my mind.
Stay with me..
I think I just fell in love with you
That was beautiful, this is fun.
Over and over,
By each passing hand of time I fall in love with you
Between the lines of both our worlds I stand
I stand here wait O blue skiesO blue skies
How you tame the sun and summon the moon,
Then veil your eyes with the stars;
All a wonder of blue,
The falling stars and droplets with time
Verily are of your heart,
My eyes; window to my heart
A kiss from a smile; a weakness to my pride
She tamed my eyes and summoned my heart
Now I veil her with these words that I write InsideInside
A feeling of verve flowed in me
As the shadow of care rested in me
Yet not a vestige of you to be found in me
If I was French I did say jet'aime
Now you are not here
To hear what's in me
So I and I will keep hold which is in me. SomewhereSomewhere
Visual not to the naked eyes
Only to the dreaming eyes
That playground in the sky
Where reality is more real
Looked up to the sky.......
Under the full moons light
Saw these words with this smile
Dancing to the rhymes of time
Those words were love and care
In the playground in the sky. can i be?Can I be?
What you want me to be
Can I see?
What you want me to see
Should I look into the flower?
And tell you what I see
With a smile,
Smile smile smile
Let me be the gate;
In the cloud of your dreams
So you do not have to dream
Any longer,
Yes, this is what I need to be.
Can I be?





Wandering in the universe
Wandering in the universe
I wander in the universe
looking at the endless
beautiful stream of stars
I walk past the blue moon
looking in awe at it's beauty
thinking to myself quietly
My endless thoughs
my minds wanders back
as I sit under the stars
I settle, looking up
thinking out loud
mind wandering
again thinking
about whether
people see
the same night sky   Music is my everything
Music is my everything
Music is my soul, my life
I listen intently, feeling
as calm as the oceans surface
Music is my friends, My family
its my lullaby, our loving song
I will die saving those people
who I regaurd close to in my life
Music saves me, never lets me go
I sing along, to unknown words
Bu the makes me feel real
Im not a dream, like a person
Music saves my soul, my life,
I live for my friends, my family,
they are my everything,
they are my life, my soul,
my headphoneless music,
I will protect them
with my own life.
Music is the soul,
I will listen intently,
singing along to unknown words Graceful falcon
Graceful falcon
It's soars in the sky
without even struggle
it's flies so effortly
against the gentle wind
it's brown feathers
stand out against
the light blue sky
like a flame at night
it's wings help it glide
smoothly across the open
yet empty clear sky
like it knows where
it can find peace
and it's place in
the big crowded
area of earthsea Icy eyes
Icy eyes
he looked at me with daggers
wounded and left to stagger
alone with no light of hope
he's nothing but a cut rope
I feel his cold shoulder
It's like a ice boulder
feels like it's crushing
it's more like hushing
He stares like I have a beak
or I look like a circus freak
or like an unfunny clown
which drags people down
he has eyes which are icy
Which make me fell diecy
I'm hurting down deep
I'm not a racsit sheep friends are alway there for you
friends are alway there for you
Like a Harsh winters day my soul is left
Feeling like a frozen, Ice clod snow flake
you hurt me deeply without feeling guilt
Hurt and alone, seeking comfort
I found it in caring, close friends
who shown their deep concern
They try to cheer me up and
make me smile happily
Success in making me smile
They give Big, warm hugs
to make me feel better
they always good to
to talk to when you
need to vent out emotions
Friends are always there for you
but if they're not, then they're
not even friends at all. The lavender field
The lavender field
I run and run through
a sea of green and purple
and smile at the strong scent
it's a field near home
where I come to relax
and feel like i'm free
It's makes me feel real
and like I 'm me and not
someone else that isn't me
I run through for hours
and smell the beautiful
and relaxing flowers
As I run and run on
through the purple
Lavender field
I feel as thought
i'm free from the
Haunting world Heart of...
heart of ...
your so kind my friend
you help me when I'm down
your very honest to me
and never hide the details
your always conerntrating
you can work hard
when you can be bothered
I want to repay you
for being such a good friend
I just don't know how
you have a heart
of......
hmm i'm not sure
it may not be gold
either way you
a best friend to me Forever alone
Forever alone
On dark path i wander
under the watchful eye of the moon
I walk and ponder
I hope to see a end to the eternal darkness soon
Forever alone in the darkest hole
my only companion is the moon
With no here with me
i walk the path of depression
on a dark path i watch in wonder
At the nothingness ahead of me
the silence is sad and nothing is heard
accept the pounding of my heart
and the gental thumping of my footsteps
Forever alone in the darkest hole
my only companion is the moon
my heart has a hole where love should go
But i'm all alone in a world of emptiness Northern lights
Northern lights
like a continuse rainbow
of floating colours of nature
you see far in sight
it's colours are so bright
it's the northern lights
I see flowing throught the
dark, clear night sky
I see you disappear
in the rainbow colour
I hate avoiding thee
But my feeling will tell
thee how I truely feel
I'm no fool to see you
better off without me there
you smile more now than you
ever did with me around
The northern lights surround
the truth of my emotions
they hide them so that I
don't make the mistake of
hurting you again, or making
you lose that smile Fragile heart
Fragile heart
My heart is like a mirror
It can be easily broken
easily cracked or shattered
You shattred my fragile heart
and then ground away the pieces
with you big black boots untill
dust was the only thing left
I have tried again and again
to love new people, who are kind
and treat me with respect
but you crushed my fragile heart
now theres nothing left for anyone else
you shattered, crushed, ground and cracked
my hearts fragile surface and edges
why did you throw stones at my heart
and leave me with an empty space
where my loving, yet fragile heart should be
I loved you like no other, and you hurt me
and threw me away like a bag of rubbish
like I was an object you didn't want any more
well, mr I don't care if I hurt my own daughter
you can drop dead for all I care, you didn't
show any love for me and my family, so you
have no right to expect the same from the people
you hurt so badly they have scars left over their hearts
oh how fragile everyone hearts really are and
how easily th The darkroad
you never really loved me
you never even looked at me
You never even spoke to me
I don't even know what I did
your supposed to be my Dad
but you left me alone here
heartbroken and dead
you left me to walk
the dark road instead
you never even liked me
you never even listened to me
never even there,
when I needed you
your supposed to be my Dad
but you left me alone here
heartbroken and dead
you left me to walk
the dark road instead
and all throught time
I 'll hate you, never
foregive you
for hurting me
the way that you did
but you left me alone here
heartbroken and dead
you left me to walk
the dark road instead light and dark
it's been a long time
since i've seen you
after you abandoned me
left for the dark side
i'm from the light
you from the dark
light and dark
enemies forever
you left me with fear
for your well being
for you mean the world to me
I'll never forget you
i'm from the light
you from the dark
light and dark
enemies forever
you hurt me with slience
when you left me alone
my partner in the team
why did you hurt me Poet's words
Poet's words
Swiftly, passing by me, the whispering winds
moaning across the waves, they come
shaking the trees and their leaves with an inspiring mood
I make a wish of changing
Softly, the musician starts composing
the storyteller raises his singing voice
the poet words with a painting is his eyes, no longer I am alone
Bloomy, feelings and emotions (of the world)
know no boundaries here and they grow
like the warming comfort of friends and family
vanquishing all battles, and enemies of soul and heart
This was improved by Lostravencrow, My DA sister

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